Wedding is 5 months away and I thought everything was going well, we had everything booked for the most part. And now I have all this regret on decisions we've made.
I regret putting aside our church requirements (retreat) which now we're struggling to find a date that we're both available and there's only limited dates where they have them.
I regret not doing more research on photographers because now we're planning on switching photographers depending on the fees for cancelling our current contract. Could've not wasted money if I just looked in to more photographers before signing a contract.
I regret not looking at more venues when we first started searching for one, and I love our venue now, it's just maybe we could've found a nice place that's more affordable. We really didn't weigh out our options, I just fell in love with our venue and jumped the gun. Now I'm worried due to the service fee of 18% and tax of 12% we have to keep cutting our guest list which is so difficult because we have a lot of family and friends.
I regret my dress. I know it's very common, but I actually know for a fact that I love this other dress more, but now it's too late which I'm learning to accept.
I know the most important thing is marrying my FH, but we both wanted our day to be what we dreamed of because we're only getting married once. FH always tells me we have to do this right and we have to do it big because it's our day. I just hope everything will turn out okay in the end. I guess I'm just stressed because I'm a perfectionist and really indecisive/picky. Hope I'm not the only one feeling this way. Okay rant over thanks for listening lol.
