Postponing Hurts 💔 - Sorry i had to Vent

After 23 years of dreaming of a wedding after our elopement, DH finally went on his knees. Only a week later we heard about this horrifying covid, and last month we realized we had to postponed it a bit because of the quarantine requirements in Hawaii. It was already painful and cost us money. Yet again, this August won’t happen. We have to postpone, again. This time I don’t want to choose a date, afraid to get hurt again if covid is still causing problems in society. Honestly, I personally think covid will stick around for many many months. Unless someone found the cure or vaccine, this quarantine, lockdown, shelter in place, and social distancing will hurts us in many ways and we can’t do anything about it. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about covid. Too many lives are taken, too many suffer, too many are hurting financially. I just want this nightmare to stop already 😭 I just want my family to see me happy in my wedding, especially my parents because they are getting old and not in their best shape. I can’t even visit them for now 😔


We hope that we still can honor our July 23rd and cut our cake and have photographs taken by the photographer. That’s all we can do for now... at least.
I hope everyone have a great planning 🥂