Hello everyone!
I know I am not alone here but is anyone else feeling discouraged? We were supposed to be married on April 17th but we had to postpone. We postpone to June 27th thinking last weekend in June would be good and since it was the only Saturday left at our venue open... now however, I am again feel confused, frustrated and stressed by this all thinking June might not happen. Not to mention, I feel selfish since I know people are at serious risk because of this disease. People tell me not to worry about it and that it is out of my control, and therein lies the problem. It is out of my control. Completely. I said to my Fiance the other day, “As bad as it sounds, I feel like I can’t even be excited for our wedding because I don’t want to get my hopes up again.” After 18 months of planning, and a significant financial and emotional investment, the biggest and best day of our lives is completely up to chance once again...
