Hi everyone,
I need some advice on how to handle a bridesmaid who has expressed strong feelings of disappointment over not being named MOH in my upcoming wedding. If anyone has dealt with this before, is there usually a happy ending?
Long story short, I officially asked my bridesmaids to be a part of my wedding on Sunday and I had made my best friend of 20 years my MOH. I thought everything had gone well and I was even more excited to move forward with planning. Unfortunately, one of my bridesmaids has expressed her feelings of hurt to me about not being MOH like she thought she would be. She also had told me she had wished I had come to her about it. I then explained to her that I remember talking to her about being torn between her and my friend of 20 years as my MOH a while back, and distinctly remember her saying that my friend of 20 years should be MOH -- therefore, I had thought she would be okay with my decision. Clearly, I was wrong...
She then proceeded to tell me that I had betrayed her because I didn't consider everything she has done for me over the years. I tried to tell her that it was never my intent to hurt anyone -- I've thought long about who to ask and was even dealing with anxiety about asking them -- and I even apologized to her. She later told me that she's going to look at our friendship differently... and mind you, this is not the first time she has told me something like this.
While I understand her disappointment and hurt, I'm very shocked and also disappointed that she mainly looked at the title rather than the main reason as to why I asked her to be in my bridal party. When I started thinking about my bridal party, I wasn't thinking about "ranks" or anything. Just that I love them all so dearly and that I wanted them to be there with me. I haven't responded to her last message (being the friendship one) due to not really knowing what to say. I'm keeping some distance from her until she (hopefully) comes around. I would like for her to still be a part of my wedding as I love her dearly and wanted nothing more than my closest friends to be there next to me.
Apologies for the long post, but any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you all for at least listening (or reading).