So I have been married before years ago (biggest mistake) but at least I had my mom there and she gave me away.
Now I'm engaged to be married to a man that I love so much, that means the world to me (wish he came into my life so much sooner). getting married on my 40th birthday in 2023, but this time I will not have my mother there. My mom was diagnosed in 2015 with Alzheimer's Disease, and she is getting so worse now her memory is now completely gone, this year she has already beaten Covid-19 and recently fractured her hip and had surgery, doctors have said because of the recent accident with the hip she has gotten a lot worse ( I still have not seen my mom cause of this virus). my mom is my everything, she has four grandchildren by me one that was recently born in January (my pregnancy was hard and I was depressed cause she wasn't there with me). When I start to think of this wedding, I want to cry sometimes. I know she would have loved my fiance , I know she would have approved of this wedding. I already ask my oldest son ( he will be 18 when i get married) if he will give me away and he said yes. what makes me upset also is when the day comes and i go dress shopping, she wont be there this time.
* sorry one depressed bride to be
god only knows where she will be in three years.. i know how i would honor her if she ends up being a angel then
but while she is still alive ( I don't know how else to put it ) is there anyway of including her/ having her there that day. i need some piece of her there with me.
