This is more of a rant than anything, but I’m a month out from my wedding and desperately wishing I had just eloped. This was such a bad idea. I hate everything about weddings, and I hate myself for wanting one. I have no support system because people expect me to be excited and I’m the opposite of it. There’s so much to do and so many people to impress and so so so many things that can go wrong. I’m terrified of the ceremony, terrified of people trying to force us to kiss, terrified that the photos will come out badly because I’m ugly, terrified everything will go wrong.
Am I the only person in history who has ever felt this way? Most likely. But I’m kind of hoping there’s someone else out there who can tell me that putting myself through this will be worth it.
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