So even being unhappy with my body, I chose to do a boudoir shoot because I know FH loves me the way I am. The book I ordered came in but I was unhappy with a few of the edits that had been made, or not made rather (not such a fan of colored photos), so I refused the book and I'm now waiting on proofs to be emailed to me before the book is reprinted.
Anyway, I was super nervous considering I had gained so much weight, but loosing the bit that I did definitely helped give me a confidence boost and I did snap a few photos of some of my favorite images from the book before leaving so I just wanted to share with you guys since I feel that came out pretty well! I'm 5'2" and currently ping ponging between 159-160lbs (I use to be 127). Hopefully if you're thinking about doing a boudoir but you're afraid to, I hope this gives you motivation to do so because I actually think I look pretty good! And to be able to say that feels AMAZING!