What to do when I no longer know if I want to get married? My fiancee and I got engaged 2019 after being together for a couple of years. We couldn't completely agree with what we want for the wedding. On top of that, parents were really pushy with their wishes. We did organise a wedding for 2020 with which I was ok but not completely happy. We had to postpone it due to corona and booked a similar setting for 2021. It's been so long since engagement (2+ years) and the corona troubles haven't disappeared. I also have some doubts about staying together as we don't seem to agree completely about future plans either. On top of that, I had to compromise a lot for the wedding and he made me feel like my wishes are not that important. I told him I want to cancel the wedding but he didn't accept it. I just wish we could start over and I will have a real desire to marry him, even if it is mainly euphoria and feeling in love (I love him but don't feel in love).