My friend texted me that in November of this year her and her husband are moving to England because of the military.. At first I was beyond happy for her because she's going to travel! But then it all hit at once. I'm not going to see her as often, I barely see her now and we live in the same state...but a different city...and now they're moving to England. And then it hit me again like..."Omg she's might not be in my wedding....Omg she might miss my wedding." Since I met her....well....about four months into our friendship I honestly didn't realize she was going to be such a vital part of my life..she was always in my image of my wedding day standing beside me...and that might not happen..a part of me hopes she's joking but I know she's not. Am I a bad friend for feeling this way? It's so childish I know, but all I'm thinking about is how she might not be next to me on one of the most important days of my life..I can always find another person to take fill in the missing spot..but I want her there. I'm looking up plane tickets and I feel like I can pay half of her ticket so she can be there.
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