Hey y’all -
I just really need to vent right now. For some reason, my emotions are at an all time high so this upset me more than it probably should
My family (mom, grandma, and MOH) were suppose to come see me where I live Friday and leave Sunday. They live about four hours away from me and I don’t see them very often because of work. We have had this planned for a couple of months now. My MOH texted me a couple of days ago saying that her boss didn’t let her off work. I was not mad at all and completely understood!
She texted me today, saying that she got invited to a concert in the same city where I live Friday night and she’s going and will have to leave 7am on Saturday to get back to work on time. She then told me if I didn’t want her to go to this concert she would understand. I told her she can and it’s not my place to tell her she can’t go. But on the inside, I’m really hurting. She originally told me there was no way for her to make it, and now all of the sudden she can but she’d rather go to a concert than spend time with me! Then on top of it, she told me she felt bad because she knows my birthday is Saturday. My birthday is tomorrow!! My MOH is my cousin, my best friend, and the last person I thought would forget my birthday.
I’m just upset because I thought I was going to get to spend time with her. But I feel silly for being upset