**long post ahead**
I love my FH parents like they are my own but sometimes his mom makes me feel so anxious about any decisions that we make. For example, a couple of weeks ago she asked us who is the officiant which we told her would be her niece, FH’s older cousin. This woman is an ordained minister and has her own church in NJ. She pulled a disapproving face because apparently they no longer “get along” and went on to make comments like “well I guess if that’s who you want and I won’t put you guys in the middle..” which then puts us right in the middle. We then decided that because of his mom’s and cousin’s “issues” we will just ask his cousin to be present as a guest. Also, my dad and stepmother live in another country (my mom passed over 11 years ago) and they don’t visit America often so in the 9 years that FH and I have been together unfortunately our parents haven’t met. So when we said that they’d meet at the rehearsal the day before the wedding, she freaked out saying that that wasn’t OK. She doesn’t have a passport and doesn’t want one for some reason? So it just doesn’t look like that’s happening and she is just acting weird about it. Now she is hyper focused on our color scheme and what color she’ll be wearing. I showed her swatches of our scheme and she criticized everything — my bridesmaids dresses the groomsmen suits and the colors I suggested for her. I want to include her but I just feel like she brings the negative opinion always. I’m open to ideas but its always a problem and most times she’s at the base of it. There has been so many more instances throughout our relationship and this wedding planning process.
has anyone else been through the same experience? I’d never want to hurt her feelings but I want to keep my sanity.