It’s getting Real!!!

Sooo not really a question but more of a excited-stress rant.
I’m soo excited to marry the LOML but OMG there are soo many things going on right now I feel like i’m going to burst! Sooo as you may have all guessed I am planning my wedding (no wedding planner) but luckily the banquet hall handles all major vendors necessary to make the day sucessful. I just need to focus on all the other small details such as the sign in frame, toast glasses, sweetheart table decor, etc. In addition to the wedding planning we are home buying. YESSSS LADIES... we are home buying on top of it all 😭. Financially I feel like i’m being suffocated since i’m the type of person who likes to see extra cushion money in my bank account. We close on a villa next week on Tuesday with a closing cost of about $17,000 (pray for us 🤦🏻‍♀️)...i’m soo excited/nervous because we will have our own home, but now we will also be paying a mortgage. Soo, currently my wedding to-do list is on hold until we after close on the 18th. Due to my beliefs, I will not even get to spend the night in my new home until the night of June 19th (wedding day). BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE!!! 😂😂 I applied months ago for a free masters program in special education (my career path) and I truly thought I got rejected since i hadn’t heard from them in so long only to find out this week that I indeed did get accepted...the last day of class is my wedding day (pray for me that they’ll excuse me 😂) and I will have online coursework during my honeymoon. BUT HOW COULD I REJECT MY ACCEPTANCE FOR A FREE MASTERS DEGREE?! (It is a legitimate university- FIU) I feel so overwhelmed like there’s soo many things happening without me knowing the true outcome of how things will turn out. Every time I think about everything going on my stomach starts doing flips and I get a headache. Sorry for the rant but if you read the whole thing...thank you....seriously thank you for making me feel heard and listened to. Any words of encouragement are greatly appreciated.