Hey everyone so im getting married friday april 24,2020 to save money we are planning the entire wedding our selfs(well more me than him) we have done alot of diy projects and have lots of help from family to pay for things/organizing. Long story short i have an autoimmune disease and treatment for me is rituximab infusions aka chemotherapy. It is very expensive for each treatment i receive thus the reason we are saving money wherever we can. When i got engaged in early april i was soo exited and we both started planning right way because we wanted to get married with in a year of our engagement. As time gets closer and things need to be payed off(venue,photo and video,cake ,ect.) and finalized like our diy projects. The more i am getting stressed out because i realize we dont have much time now before the wedding. When i ask my fiancee his opinion on things or when we should have things done by he tells me not to worry we still have 4 months its plenty of time well do it later its frustrating and ive gotten this answer from him for the last 6months on things hes a huge procrastinator always been an in the moment kind of man which is nice but not when it comes to a wedding lol. In the beginning everyone asked me if i was excited for the wedding and to get married my answer has always been yes and currently when i get asked this im just kind of numb i just answer not really idk if its the stress of planning or maybe it just hasent hit me that im really getting married so soon but i just dont feel exited at this moment is that weird or normal in this process? Has anyone ever felt like this or is it just me?