Is anyone else happy they are marrying their fiancé but no longer excited for the wedding

I feel overwhelmed with what we still owe on the wedding. Not to mention we are remodeling a house we bought in January. The wedding is in June and w destination. I am not excited about my dress. I probably wont Even get it altered at this point.
It's small ceremony i didnt want beach but we are doing that and im good with it now. It was what he wanted. I wanted a couple of days 1 or 2 just us together . Our kids are older and my oldest was gonna take the 2 girls who are 15 and his daughter 14 for a night. He said no we just do something later in the year.
He said this wedding got bigger then i wanted. Its 20sih people. He is using his DJ laptop for our music. I wanted our first dance etc and just some simple music. My daughter is throwing us a party for people to come since its destination so probably 50 people total. He complains he didnt want something big but appreciate the gesture and will be fine with it.Just sucks i was so excited at first and over months and time. I'd almost think get married at court house. Love him but I don't love how im not excited anymore. I havent Even ordered invites for people yet