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Expert June 2019

In law disappointment

FMM, on February 23, 2018 at 1:10 PM Posted in Family and Relationships 0 37
Hey all, I’m in a pretty uncomfortable situation with my in laws and I’m seeking some advice, and also honestly just venting. Warning- this is going to sound like an episode from a soap opera because it’s just that ridiculous. My fiancé and I have been together for almost 4 years, and have lived together for 2. His parents asked us to come stay with them due to some unfortunate financial circumstances my fiancé had gotten himself into. And also so he could figure out his career situation. I however was doing just fine financially, and only chose to move in with my fil’s because I knew it would help take some pressure off of fiancé while he made the career change( just in case anyone’s wondering were early/mid 20’s so it’s a true career change) I was working full time plus OT and taking care of myself just fine. My fiancé received a fantastic job offer after he had sold his vehicle to pay debts. So we were sharing MY car that has already been paid in full, and it put me in a position to need to resign from my job. I felt it was the right thing to do because his new position could easily pay all of our bills and still allow us to save. And give him the career he’s always wanted. So I chose to also take advantage of the time I would not be working and get several certifications done that I was wanting to have... Upon finding out that I was slightly behind my SELF IMPOSED timeline with my certs my fmil proceeds to call me out and tell me it’s a sign of a poor work ethic....... after literally killing my self trying to help her son (who she was not helping might I add) get his finances in order. She then proceeded to come to my door when my fiancé was working and told me that from now on I would be finishing my certifications in her presence so she could WATCH ME and make sure I was where I needed to be. And upon me reminding her that I am a grown woman, and telling her verbatim that I “felt she may be handling this excessively, and that it was putting me in an uncomfortable situation” she dead ass proceeded to tell me not to disrespect her and that if i didn’t like her methods to get the f**k out of her house.. when I stared at her in complete shock she then said”say yes ma’am or get out” I’m being completely serious. and I was so completely dumbfounded that I just picked up some of my stuff and left. My parents were shocked, my best friend was shocked, and my fiancé was pissed. She then proceeded to tell fiancé that she regretted nothing that she said, and that she felt I owed HER and apology for “smarting off” when I essentially just stuck up for myself. That evening I went back to try and find a compromise for the sake of our relationship even though I had no intention on continuing to stay there. And she told me that I was wrong, and she was right and that I deserved it, and that if I live in her house I do what she says regardless of age and that I better be “working 10 hours a day on my certifications, getting another job(which yet again, can’t work because her son uses my car), or I better be mopping her damn floors” I was just so humiliated that I finally just said “I am so disappointed in you” and she lost her absolute mind, gets off the couch, runs at me like she thinks she going to hit me, and proceeds to call me every unsavory name in the English language. To the point that my fiancé, his sister, and ffil are physically holding her back and screaming at her. I went to the other side of the house to gather more of my things and calm down. I’m crying and just genuinely so shocked and humiliated I didn’t know what to do with myself. My ffil and sister in law came into the room and basically proceeded to defend my fmil and say “you know how she is, you should’ve just apologized” “even if you don’t mean it you’ll have to apologize to her if you want this to go away” “ you should have just let her tell you what to do” they said that if I didn’t apologize that it was on me if our relationship was ruined, and various other ridiculously hurtful things. Fiancé is beyond livid and on the verge of knocking somebody out, and my fsil proceeds to try and guilt fiancé by saying “you put mom through so much when we were teenagers you owe her, (which that’s a whole different story.) mom is responsible for all your success in life (fiancés adopted) you can’t let this ruin your relationship” and walks out. None of them reached out to me at all after that, and when I had to come over to collect more of my belongings my fmil comes and apologizes only for her outburst and that’s it. I accepted her apology and said it meant a lot.. And she then proceeds to stand there waiting for an apology from me. When she realized she wasn’t getting one she left and I could hear her on the other side of the house complaining about how she didn’t get an apology........ since then not one of them has spoken to me, I even texted sil when she had a surgery and said “I’m glad it went okay, you’re in my prayers. Love you.” And she flat out ignored me. My fiancé’s other sister has reached out once asking about me but it sounded like she wanted info more than she wanted to check on him or I. And she reached out to him not me.

know this was a lot to read, but I’ve really been struggling with all of this. It doesn’t just effect my relationship with his parents and siblings but all of the extended family and family friends I’ve worked so hard to get to know as well. I know lies are being told about me and I hate not really feeling like I have the opportunity to defend myself. I really don’t know what to do moving forward. I feel like our relationship is permanently damaged and I hate the thought of our future kids even being around people like this. We’re right smack in the middle of wedding planning and I have no communication with them. I don’t even want them to have a place of honor at our wedding. I was planning on asking both of my fsil’s to be in the bridal party and that’s absolutely off the table. I have no idea what the next year until the wedding will be like and it gives me anxiety to think of having to reach out about guest lists, timelines, plans etc.

Does anyone have any thoughts or advice? Should I have handled it differently? I’ve been trying really hard to handle it well, but I really dislike them at this point unfortunately.

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Latest activity by FMM, on March 5, 2018 at 1:58 AM
  • K
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    Hey-

    I can empathize so so much with you and your FH on a lot of this. I feel like before I say much, I want to say a couple things:

    1. Sounds like you did nothing wrong and haven’t been acknowledged for all you did for your FH
    2. Your FMIL sounds like a monster, and if she’s like that with you now, can you imagine how over bearing and awful she’s be as a grandma to you. It sounds like you May learned a tough lesson about her early enough to set healthy boundaries. AND it still sucks and is a loss and is hurtful.
    3. What does your FH say about all this?
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  • MrsRies&Love
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    I'm really glad that you stood up for yourself, and I'm glad that you didn't apologize. It sounds like she was frustrated because you don't have a job (which is literally none of her business) and didn't seem to be doing your certifications on time (again, literally none of her business). She sounds like a controlling and potentially mentally abusive person. Nobody should try and control your everyday decisions that closely, and then resort to verbal and physical violence when you don't go along with their demands. Unfortunately, it sounds like the rest of his family is victim to that as well. Continue to hold your ground. If you cave and apologize, this cycle will just continue to repeat itself. And for the record, it certainly doesn't sound like you need to apologize for anything.

    To help get you through this, do you have anyone to turn to for support? It sounds like your family and FH are supportive, which is wonderful. Continue to value those healthy relationships, and seek support from them. Anger is really tough to handle, especially when it's because of something out of your control.

    I wonder if it would be helpful for you to give your FSILs some space to calm down, and in a few weeks asking them to talk again. Calmly explain what you see happening, and that you want to support them, too. If anything, listen to what their experiences are through all of this.

    Unfortunately, you can't control FMIL's behavior and the lies that she's telling to the rest of the family. It is completely and utterly exhausting and heartbreaking to be in situations like this. A few years ago after college, FH and I moved in with his parents because we wanted to establish good job foundations in the city before finding our own apartment. After living together for a few months, and expressing our plan to move in together, I hear FMIL on the phone talking super negatively about me. Basically saying that I'm forcing FH to do everything against his will, that he would never do something like move in before marriage, etc. etc. Anyway, still to this day I am completely humiliated any time I'm around the family. I feel uncomfortable, talked about, judged, etc. And as a compassionate human, social worker and genuine person, it's hard. You can't force people to see you for who you are, all you can do is continue to live your life an genuinely as possible.

    Best of luck to you, there's really no easy way. Just be sure to take care of yourself.

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  • starsinwaves
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    I don’t have any advice, I just want to say I’m so sorry you’re going through this. On the bright side, it sounds like you and FH have a truly wonderful partnership and it’s great to read that he has your back. I hope you two are able to get into your own place soon.
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  • FMM
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    Thank you! That’s exactly how I feel. My fiancé is pretty upset. He’s definitely stood up for me, but his family sees it as he’s standing up for me because of our relationship, not because there’s actually something wrong with his moms behavior. They think he’s just biased. When he moved out of their house initially it was on rough terms because of similar behavior from his mom. She’s truly one of the most narcissistic people I’ve ever met. Fiancé has a really good heart and always wants to see the best in people, but he’s every bit as done with her as I am at this point. Neither of us know what to do because we both know it’s not likely she’ll ever see what she did wrong or change it :/
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  • FutureMrsW
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    I can't even imagine being treated by my in-laws this way. I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Stay strong and be good to yourself. Hopefully his family will come around, especially once you start having children and they realize their behavior is forcing you guys to keep their grandchildren from them.

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  • PBiazinha
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    This is a very sad thing that's happening to you, but, please remember, you cannot control what they feel or say about you. It is not up to you to control and monitor that stuff, you know what you did and how she treated you and so does FH which is what matters. Sometimes, you just have to accept the fact that no matter how much good you do, or how hard you try, some people are not interested in giving it back or even accepting it. It sounds like you are truly invested in your relationship and would go way out of your way to please and support your FH and his family, newsflash: you had done enough. Don't hurt yourself or your plans because of them. You have to remember that in a relationship it has to be both ways and both people putting effort and working things out. Let him take responsibility for his changes and work something out that will not affect you negatively like living at his mother's house. There are cars out that which won't cost a fortune, it if is just for a while, he can get something cheap until he can get on his feet again. You should not be the only one to make sacrifices and when you do, should not go to the extend of being mistreated and humiliated by anyone, let alone his own family. I hope you don't go back to live there, and that you don't beg for forgiveness for doing nothing wrong.

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  • Amanda
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    All of this!

    Obviously your FMIL is a very dysfunctional and toxic human being and her family members have done nothing but enabled such violent and outrageous behavior. I'm glad you stood your ground and withheld an apology that was not even warranted.

    Some serious boundaries need to be set here. None of what's going on in your life is any of your FMIL's business, regardless of whether or not you're staying there. Her approach was intrusive, controlling, and rude. And for the record, how you handled it was perfect. I don't even know that I could have controlled my reaction or emotion to some of the things she has said or done to you.

    I always suggest talk therapy (even if it's just for yourself, but I would imagine it would help your FH too) to find ways to communicate with her. Like PP's have said, you can't change her behavior, you can only change your reaction and therapy would really help with ways to set those boundaries and communicate in a healthy way.

    If she continues to be violent, I would probably sever all ties with her.

    You also can't control what she's saying about you to family members. Hopefully, they all see her for who she truly is (as you have) and take what she says with a grain of salt sort-of-speak. Continue to be the better person. Her behavior is a reflection of herself, not of you or your FH.

    Hugs!

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  • Forestwed
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    That’s a disgrace! I can’t believe your ffil and fsil said just give in to her! That’s why she acts that way, she gets away with it. Stand your ground, you did nothing wrong. If you and FH don’t set the groundwork right now over her behavior it’ll never stop! Don’t feel bad, you behaved great in that situation. I wouldn’t have controlled myself that well
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  • MrsRies&Love
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    Therapy - definitely! It's worth taking a few sessions just to see where you are, develop ways to set boundaries, affirm your feelings, etc. Sometimes it's something you don't even realize you need until you start.

    I also think it would definitely be worth looking into couples counseling. FH and I don't have any pressing issues, but we went to 6-ish sessions and it was SO helpful and really strengthened our relationship. We learned how to really be a united front in the face of difficult family dynamics.

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  • Crystal
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    First let me start by saying I’m so sorry you had to go though this. You been in the family for some time now and it sounds like she’s going off of that. I think you standing up to her was definitely okay and good for you! My FH and I are in our 20s aswell and understand where your coming from when you say you have to live with them so it’s easier said than done when people say to get your own place. I think for now staying at your parents home and him staying at his is the best choice. Don’t think it’s out of the ordinary to not be living under the same roof as your FH. Until everything is settled I would say with your parents and wait for you FMIL to come around her self .shes a grown adult and she’s knows she’s in the wrong but feels with your age you have to bow down to her. I would say stand your ground keep your distance. Good luck hun Smiley sad
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    So i learned in my mid-20’s never to move back in with family lol. i love my parents but it is very hard to live back under a roof with them when you’ve been on your own. some don’t have any issues & that’s great but some do. some mom’s have a very hard time letting go & realizing people are also adults- so i would just consider that.... it doesn’t excuse her behavior by any means.
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  • FMM
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    Thank you so much.. everything you said is so true. I’m really sorry you have to go through that as well. It’s definitely tough to be someone who values family relationships and not have people in your life who value you the same. I may reach out to fsils eventually, I am just concerned about how they will react, especially being the fact they’ve already showed to some extent that they don’t care about our relationship as much as a thought.
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  • FMM
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    Thank you!! He’s definitely been such a big blessing in this situation. I feel very lucky
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  • E&M
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    I think you handled it well. If you and your FH haven't already done so, I would suggest moving out together. That is a toxic environment and everyone else is just enabling your FMIL's behaviour.

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  • FMM
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    So fully agree. I’ve been researching counselors lately. I definitely struggle knowing how to handle situations like this so I think some counseling on how to set boundaries would be awesome
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  • MrsBlah
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    Is your FH still living at his parents? Or are you both on your own?

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  • FMM
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    Thank you. I really hope for the same thing. Fingers crossed it won’t come to that
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  • FMM
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    I agree, that’s what we’ve been doing at this time, our housing situation should be worked out within the next couple of weeks though, luckily. Thank you!
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  • needmorewine
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    Have you and your FH been paying rent while living with his parents?

    Your FMIL's behavior was terrible and there is no excuse for it. That said, if you were living there rent free I can see how she would be upset and possibly feel like she was being taken advantage of.

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  • K
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    I haven’t read through what others have written, but this may be worth getting some counseling on if you’re not sure what boundaries and type of relationship you want with his family. She sounds toxic...

    this is isn’t an easy thing. I’ve recently had to do the same thing with my mom, and it’s been really hard. Very different situation, but weddings can shine a harsh light on the reality of family relationships. Setting boundaries with my mom resulted in me losing her, which is her decision, but it was allowing myself to be mistreated and not saying anything, or saying something and being infinitely ignored. That’s an over simplification, but it leads me to my main point-

    your FH is the one that needs to take the lead on what kind of relationship he wants with his mom as she is, and how much he is willing to walk on eggshells with her. You both can decide your boundaries when you have children later, but for now, he has got to take the lead, otherwise he could resent or blame you for any distance between you all. My hope is that he has stood up and acknowledged all you’ve done, and will demand the respect for you that you have done yourself.

    I hope this this works out in a way that provides clarity for you both. Until then, when do you have to decide on the guest list with them? Do they know you’re unsure? Sometimes figuring our relationships starts with a situation at a time. Maybe this is where you say “if you want to be involved in the good, then I need to be treated in such a way”

    im rambling, but i truly wish you the best. This sucks.
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