I’m so stressed l and just need a shoulder

I am so sorry if they are allowing visters maybe you can go in your wedding attire and take photos maybe you can zoom the people who cant attend in

Hi Sydney, I am so so sorry that you're going through this. I'm especially sad to hear about your grandmother and your fiance's grandmother; that is absolutely devastating. My prayers will be with you. It may be hard to feel this way now, but I feel deep in my heart that your wedding will be beautiful. It's not the day you planned, but I know that when you put on your dress and see your husband, the world will melt away. I planned my big wedding for May, and when COVID rolled through I cried my eyes out. We dreamed of our special day for 7 years, and I was so excited for my extended family to meet my favorite person. Our intended day turned into a backyard ceremony with both our immediate families and our pastor. No dress, no aisle, no grandparents, no professional photography and it was still an incredibly emotional and special day. We laughed, we cried, and we were so happy to be married regardless. I really hope and believe that you will experience the same Don't feel bad for wishing things were different, that is so valid

Oh Sydney,

I feel your pain. After I got engaged in July 2019 we planned a quick engagement and a March 21, 2020 wedding - perfect! Then covid shut everything down 5 days before. We rallied, postponed til July 4, but postponed again because covid was still a thing and I really didn't plan a summer wedding anyway. Postponed until Dec 19, 2020 - great - the winter wedding of my dreams! And now, disappointment after disappointment. I keep getting declines in my inbox. Some of my closest friends and family won't be there. It's so sad. We are able to have up to 75 guests in our huge ballroom, but more likely it will be around 50 since so many people are afraid to come. I get it, I have to respect their decision, but I can't postpone again as I just can't deal with the stress and heartbreak and who knows when this will end. Knowing my luck it will end the day after my wedding! I just want to get this over with and move on and try for a baby. The only thing I'm looking forward to now is never having to think about this wedding again and enjoying a honeymoon with my husband.

Know that those that surround you on your wedding day are the ones that would weather anything to stand by you. You can plan another party in the future if you choose to (I know I don't even want to think about planning another celebration right now).

I'm so sorry you are going through this and I'm so sorry about your grandparents. It's an awful time for all of us. In the end you'll be married to your love and that's the most important part.

Sending positive vibes!!

Katheryn