My wedding day is tomorrow and I am so freaking done. This wedding planning has been nothing but stressful and horrible and i am tired of pretending that everything is fine and the selfish actions of others have no effect on me. I have had panic attack after panic attack and I just want to cancel this whole thing and be done with it. The weather is forecast for heavy rain and thunderstorms, forcing us to have the ceremony indoors and I have no idea how we will fit everyone. The quartet will have no room and there wont be enough time to set up because we only have an hour and its $500 to add another. My parents and aunt are making things even worse with this stupid "hen night" that my aunt is throwing tonight without any coordination with me, I didnt want to go in the first place, and my aunt booked a hotel MILES away from my house and from my venue. My parents are upset at me being upset at this whole situation and having EVERYONE letting me down over and over again. 3 bridesmaids dropped out. Bach party was a disapointment because no one skated but me and our best man sprained his ankle. And im upset because my family took a huge road trip the week of my wedding instead of coming and spending time with me. Not to mentiom how they dont like my fiance anyways and have made this whole thimg about them. Everyone keeps saying "oh your so strong, youve done such a good job with planning during a pandemic, oh you seem so organized and not frazzled at all etc etc etc when they have no idea i am suffering like crazy with anxiety, have had panic attacks weekly and wish that i had eloped and not included anyone other than my fiance in anything. I am so done.