i won't be able to wear any makeup for my wedding (update)

Hi guys so last night I posted about how I had a face biopsy and can't wear makeup to my wedding. I put on a full face every day so being without any makeup at all is very difficult for me. Since the last post I've talked to my friend who's a dermatologist and she said wearing makeup even if it's never been used can put me at risk of getting a permanent infection. That seems to be the consensus. I've thought about it all day yesterday with my fiance and have decided to get married barefaced. This might not seem like a big deal to some but for a girl who's put makeup on every day since eighth grade going makeupless on my wedding day is truly terrifying. Last night I only got an hour of sleep and when I woke up my face was worse. It's gotten more swollen and the dark circles under my eyes have gotten even darker from the lack of sleep. Still, I have tried to keep a positive attitude and hold back the tears. The hardest part was canceling the makeup artist and sending out emails letting guests know why I won't be looking myself. We had the whole look planned out and had to redo everything last minute. I was going to go with a bun but because that would be too revealing I'm leaving my hair natural and curly with bangs to hopefully cover my nonexistent eyebrows lol. I had lunch with my sister who is also a bridesmaid and apparently she and the other girls were planning on not wearing makeup either (I told them to go on and look their best.) So yeah, this is crazy. I'm hoping for the best and trying to get excited for the big day tomorrow. I was already anxious to begin with but now I have to face my biggest insecurity in front of every person that I know on my wedding night. 😵