i was kicked out of the bridal party

My husband’s good friend/business partner got engaged a year ago and his fiancée asked me to be a bridesmaid. I said yes because I knew my husband was going to be a groomsman. The fiancée (bride) and I were never close, we are very different and don’t see or talk to each other a lot. We’ve gone out together maybe 5x in the 3 years I’ve known her. She came to my bachelorette party for one day which I was so grateful and happy for. She’s done my hair (she’s a hairdresser) numerous times, including for my bridal shower. This past weekend was their engagement party (a year after they got engaged I know-odd), I have been going through a lot of health issues which is affecting my sleep and therefore affects my mood. I didn’t dance at their engagement party and just kept to myself. Even yelled at my husband publicly which is extremely unlike me. Anyway, the bride texted me the day after engagement party and just kicked me out of her bridal party. Said it seemed like I wasn’t fully in. I feel gutted because she didn’t even have a discussion with me even after I apologized. I feel as though the friendship is over, but now it’s awkward because she’s going to be my husband’s business partner’s wife.