i regret everything about my wedding

I regret not eloping and not pushing further for eloping. I regret the date, one I didn't want. I regret trusting my MIL, she manipulated and went behind mine and my husband's back to have the wedding she wanted. I'll save you everything she did but she took advantage of our kindness and our situation, and most of all my husband's love for her. Basically its come down to me and DH have put his mother in "time out" for a minimum of 2 months after the wedding, after which time we are revaluating. Even the wedding day itself the exact opposite of what I wanted: indoor, rushed, treated like an inconvenience the whole time. Everyone that was there to "help" literally ignored our wishes and did their own thing. I want a redo. But I'm thinking at best I'll get a 1 year vow renewal in order for me to feel in control. If I can do the vow renewal or marriage celebration ceremony itll be a chance to have what I always wanted: just me and hubs "eloping" in the mountains. I regret being so naive and nice and distracted by school and work during my wedding planning. I just want to cry everytime I think of my wedding. I got married June 7th, I wish I had just done what I wanted and just eloped this coming July 23rd which would have been our anniversary. It would have been special and intimate. What I got was huge, rushed, and disrespected on and around my wedding day. Sorry if this feels ranting, I just had to put this out there to get advice, hear from people who went through similar, and to warn any bride-to-be out there not to let anyone screw up their once on a lifetime special day. I let people screw it up and it's something I'll have to live with forever.