These breakdowns I keep having smh, I literally go in the shower and let it all out, then put my smile face on. At times I feel so OVERWHELMED, I check on ppl but nobody cant check for me. I don't want to put my emotions out there. But between bm's and missing my mom ugghhhhh I've been all over the place. But yet putting my best foot forward on planning my wedding. One minute I'm overjoyed and then the next I'm a freaking mess. I pray, lord knows I pray for understanding and comfort. I just really miss my mom and wish ppl wouldn't be so selfish 😭💔brokenhearted