On Friday September 18th, 2020 my fiancé's hear stopped, I gave him CPR trying to save him. On Tuesday September 22nd, 2020 I had to say goodbye. I have no idea how I'm going to make it without him. I lost the only man I ever truly loved. We were planning a future and it got cut short.
Oh no! I’m so so sorry for your loss, sending you virtual hugs.
Words of wisdom from someone who’s been there: I lost my first fiancé 15 years ago. I never thought I’d move on and I definitely never thought I’d be planning another wedding (I had thought I’d never meet another “love” and gave up on the thought of marriage). Take your time to mourn, know that he would want you to move on and be happy (when you’re ready). You’re young, beautiful and when the time is right the world will open up and the sun will shine again on your happiness.