I am actually married.. , but without wedding and ceremony. My husband is from another country and we difficulty could meet each other. We were engaged , but we decided to get married without any guests , just us we signed papers and that's it. It was like normal day. Honestly I was so sad and i couldn't even pretend that I am happy. I didn't feel like i've just got married. He promised me to make a wedding party, but I don't feel like a real bride , because I am already married. Is it stupid to make a wedding party two years after you got married?