Dont get me wrong, I am so excited about getting married to the man of my dreams. But when I think of my wedding I get very sad. When we first got engaged I imagined a rustic wedding & reception with all of my friends and family having a wonderful time. Now, with my wedding only a month away, I regret everything I have spent so much time and money on. Now when I think of my wedding I really wish I would have just planned a simple ceremony on the beach with just my fiance and I and our very, very close family and friends. People keep asking if I am excited for my wedding and I smile and say yes but Im not. I want to say screw it and just go to the beach and get married on day but I can't. I can't get my money back on anything. my fiance and I have put over $2000 into this. Am I the only bride who feels like this? I feel so defeated. My entire outlook on my wedding has changed and I cant go back on it now.