Trial with veil

fine.Days later I decided to try my hand at it since I had the tutorial and the palette on hand, and I like my version better... I know my face better. But now im frustrated cos I spent a lot of money on my trial and now I don't want to use her at all because I can do it myself for free... but on the other hand I really didn't want to have to do my own makeup.. I wanted to be pampered just this one day. but if she had done my makeup the way she did ON THE DAY OF I would have cried.... help... Trial is on the left, mine is on the right