My wedding is in 24 days and I just had the wind knocked out of me. One of my younger brother's was killed on Friday and I have no desire to finish things for this wedding. I can't eat I haven't slept my friends are asking what they can do and how they can help but I can't even begin to think of burying him let alone tell them how they can help. I'm snapping at my FH and all he is trying to do is be supportive but he is unsure of what to do and say, he is an only child and death never hit this close to him before. I feel like I'm in a dream and need to wake up. I want to go back to feeling like I'm on cloud nine instead I'm in this really dark hole. Just needing some positive vibes my way.