I am feeling very stressed out. My brother cancelled his wedding last year. I just received word that they are planning on rescheduling for this October. I was hoping they would opt for 2022, but I understand that this is their day and it is their choice. I know many people are having weddings now and are also getting vaccinated. I am in a very difficult position because I have serious a health condition and I am also contraindicated for receiving vaccines because of the way they can affect my condition. At this point in time, I honestly do not feel safe traveling out of state, staying in a hotel or going to large events in 2021. The wedding will not be a small/intimate event. I know I can't be alone in feeling this way when we are still climbing out of a global health crisis. Unfortunately, my own family often lacks understanding and support when it comes to my health limitations. I know that my declining to go will be a huge deal. I can't risk my health no matter what and I otherwise really want to go. This is a nightmare.