Hi guys. I'm at a lost. My original date was May 17, 2020 and decided to postpone to October 18. I've tried to come up with plan a, b, c. and I just don't know what to do anymore. I am at my all time low. I don't even have all my decor or wedding veil or anything that is consider "extra". I'm just sad and I just don't want to spend anymore money on this anymore.
My venue says I could only have 50 people including vendors and staff on property. So I estimated I may be able to squeeze in about 30 guests.
I have thought about postponing to 2021, hoping it'll get better. My wedding is in Georgia, currently living in Ohio. I want to avoid the heat as much as possible so June-Sept is just a no for me. I thought about the end of April or early May but with COVID I just don't know. I really don't want to wait until October of 2021. And to top it off, my parent's health is declining and I don't want to regret not having my wedding early on in case something bad were to happen to them.
So should I just press on for October 18, 2020 or hope that 2021 is better and my parents are going to be okay.
Any sound advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.