I'm just so shocked, that out of all the days of the week, rain will be on my day. I just feel extremely sad and defeated. These last few days of being engaged I wanted to just relax and enjoy my time. But now I'm constantly checking the weather everyday, crying every morning, and just feel so mentally drained. I also hate feeling this way around my FH, he's excited to get married and I should feel excited with him but it's hard.
My venue does have a backup building for the rain, but it was not what I imagined where I will be getting married. It's small and I just don't want my guests or vendors to feel cramped since they have to be 6ft apart. I hired a photographer, 2 videographers, 2 musicians, and 1 friend to live-stream the ceremony. With outside it was so much easier! I wanted those beautiful drone shots, and moody outdoor photos. 😢 This is just another curveball the universe is throwing at me.