Family Trouble...

(Sorry, long post but had to vent) I'm in a no talking term with my parents. As the bride, I've been crying my eyes out since Saturday night when a series of events unchained. We've had our differences, my parents and me, and they've always been really strict and closed-minded on myself since I was little. Well, needless to say, I've never had that complete bond of mother/father/daughter a normal person could have because of so many humiliations and comparisons they've done to me and with me. I've never trusted them enough because of their constant judgement, and sometimes it's uncomfortable for the 3 of us to show each other love. I have an older brother who's been the only person in my instant family to always be by my side encouraging me into being and doing better, but he lives in U.S. now so they're in full mode towards me. If you read my dress post some months earlier, you have an idea at how my mom's attitude is towards me in wanting me to always be the perfect daughter... This weekend, we invited them to hang out just the 4 of us. Sort of like a double dating term and it was going so perfect, I couldn't believe thanks to my FH I was actually having a good moment and memory with them as an adult, until they both started humiliating and shaming me after 2 months on not getting on time for my registry radiologic technologist exam due to construction on the highway (My FH and me were unaware). My dad was tipsy, so he went full shaming and reprimanding mode to a level that my mom stopped and started asking him to shut up, and even my FH was telling him and me to shut up since I was having a nervous breakdown while trying to defend myself. Right now, it's been since that day that we haven't talked. Today I called my mom to ask her about contact details of my judge and she just outbursted and started talking about how a wedding SHOULD be done (referring to our personal details as the written vows and all that) and how late I was, that I'm so irresponsible, and all that comes with that. I'm on the edge of another nervous breakdown right now because I feel I won't get anything right, and their constant shaming just doesn't help. I'm on the verge of running away and canceling everything here.