Dress no longer available 😭

So a few months ago i did azazie try at home for my wedding gown. I found one that i loved, it had been suggested to wait before placing the order, given their production time being 5 weeks and i am losing weight. I have been frequently checking the site to make sure that the production time hasnt changed just incase i ended up needing to order sooner. Well yesterday i went on, and my dress is no longer available, non existent! I searched through 307 dresses over and over again allll day , searched by typing in the dress name, color, price you name it! I refreshed the site over and over thinking maybe it was glitched. The dress is gone. 😭 i am so upset with myself now for waiting.
This morning i searched again but it still isnt there. So trying to be optimistic and look for something else i went to the try on at home, of course all the ones i was interested in are not currently available and i would wait until they were but now i am like thinking what if they disappear like the first or production time changes. Ugh!!!!
Does anyone know of other site that do try at home for wedding gowns that similar prices to azazie and are a reputable shop ( not jjs house! )
Please help! 😭