Hi guys
So I've posted on here a few times about my dress saga. Sorry for the long post, but in a nutshell:
- Bought dress last August. Loved it at the time, but had been hitting the exercise/dieting pretty hard before then, and was in my best shape. Dress is VERY form fitting.
- From then I started to have major dress regret- wishing I had gone for something a little more dramatic, and thinking that I had settled too soon (bought it on my first shopping trip). Is a sheath dress "special" enough?
-Went back to the shop between Xmas and NY (when I CERTAINLY wasn't looking my best!) to buy my veil. To my surprise, the lady had my dress out waiting for me to try on at the same time. Didn't want to but was pressured into it....IT LOOKED HORRIFIC. Stretched over my stomach and thighs, and just awful in every way. I cried, had a panic attack, and left distraught.
-Since then I have been panicking non stop. I've been working out/following the keto diet as much as I can, but I worry that even if it fits again- I'm not going to want to wear it. Wedding is on 22 July, so no time/budget to swap it, so the bottom line is that I am wearing it and just need to get myself ok with it.
Guess I am just looking for support really- I'm fighting every urge to just stop eating and trying to maintain a sense of perspective. But I am hungry, tired and stressed....and really just hoping for a win on this one! Dress fitting is tomorrow, and my lovely mum (who deserves a medal) is coming down to London to come with me. Wish me luck ladies...xxxx
