Due to covid we are stressing on the fact of not knowing how next year will be. Our wedding date is planned for October 23 2021. We are not for the idea to push it back. We will be engaged for 2 years at that point and don't want to wait any longer. We are afraid to book our venue we picked due to not being able to be refunded if they were not to be able to host our reception. If we are allowed only 25-50 people we are considering just eloping elsewhere and inviting the wedding party and whoever is willing to travel. We hope that things will be better next year but also don't want to lose so much money. I still want to get the full bridal experience. Which I feel like I would still be able to make it possible. We are so torn on what to do!!