We have gone back and forth so much on whether we should postpone or not and we finally made the decision to just postpone. Our original date was for October 25th this year and we have now postponed to April 3rd next year. This decision was not easy and I've been on emotional roller coaster. Now that we made our final decision I actually feel some type of relief or like a weight has been lifted. I understand that even next year we can possibly be in the same boat but at least we may have a better sense of what's going on. We still plan to get married this year on our October 23rd anniversary so I am happy about that. To all my brides that have postponed or are thinking about it my heart is with you because it is not an easy decision. Remember everything happens for a reason and to stay strong