Choosing a Maid of Honor

Hello,
I’m not sure what to do about picking a maid of honor. I have very close friends, some closer than others. But out of all of them I am having trouble picking from 3.
One of them I have known since we were 4 we were very close until high school when I moved away and we just went down different paths. I do still talk to her and see her but not as often as we used to. I don’t think we are on the same page anymore. As much as I still love her I no longer consider her my best friend. More of an old friend/sister/family to me. My other 2 friends are from college/after college and know who I currently am very very well. I’m having the hardest time choosing between them. The major problem is, they had a huge falling out years ago and I’ve always been caught in the middle. I’d hate to choose one over the other because I’d think they’d both be phenomenal maid of honors. But, i can’t choose either without them feeling hurt. I also can’t not choose my childhood friend without her feeling hurt. I feel like when you previously called someone your bff for years, it’s assumed they be standing next to you on your big day Is it crazy to choose all 3? None at all? Idk what to do!!