A year ago I was asked to be my friend's bridesmaid. I was very surprised that I was asked because we have never been that close and we would see each other 3-4 times a year (if that!). I have never been a bridesmaid before so of course I said yes. A few months ago the bride finally picked a date for her wedding, March 2020. This gave everyone sooooo much notice.
In the meantime, my partner's brother and his fiancé who I am very close with have finalised their wedding date. Originally it was going to be in November 2019, but i got a message from her the other day that the wedding has been moved to March 2020, the same date as my friend's wedding. I didn't register that it was the same date until a few days after, but it was already too late and they had payed the deposit.
I am absolutely devastated. My friend and I have hardly any mutual friends, so I don't really know anyone who is going to be at the wedding and I have only met the other bridesmaids a couple of times. My partner is going to be in his brother's wedding, and quite a few members of my family will be going, so I really feel like I am missing out.
I feel like I am trapped in this wedding that I do not want to be in anymore because I want to be at my brother-in-law's wedding. I am going to be in one place and my heart is going to be in another. Everyone I have spoken to has told me family comes first and if I really want to be at the other wedding I am giving my friend plenty of time if I drop out as bridesmaid. But I am not sure, I know she is going to be really hurt as she asked me such a long time ago.
What do I do????? Thanks!