I am literally 34 days away from the wedding and so much to still do. I little while ago I met with a photographer of Boudoir photos. Felt very comfortable with her and I think her pricing isn't too bad....the only thing is money is very tight right now. When I made the appointment I thought I would be able to make it work but things have changed with the extra costs of the wedding. Well my appointment is next Friday 4/19/19. I still want to go through with it bc I know I wont have the courage to do it after.
My FH didn't even know we gave each other gifts. I told him some couples decide to and others don't. I told him the day I went to meet with the photographer that I was meeting with someone for his gift. He does not know its for Boudoir. Well now that I told him I was getting him a gift I cant not. Also my gift is obviously more expensive than what he would get me since he didn't even know we were supposed to give each other gifts.
I know he would LOVE this gift and its the gift that will keep on giving 
I am just struggling a lot with the cost. We are going to pick up our rings this weekend which is going to be $400 for that (paid half when ordered) And now the photo session being next week. The photographer does have a payment plan of 50% at time of session and the balance when the photos are ready. I'm looking at $970 for the package that would be the best. Is this too much? I don't know what to do. I am worried about the money and I still have to pay my bills every month. I considered borrowing some money from my FIL but they are already paying so much for the wedding. I cant borrow money from my FH for his gift and I cant ask my family.
UGH!!!! what do I do????
