Ladies, so my fiance and I have had it we want to get married 11/11/21 -its a special number and has significance to us. I know this is about a few months out... venues havent been booked just visited and called around so we have in mind whats available still. Looking to do a small weddign about 45 ppl or less. Backstory is we have had this date in mind and haven't talked about any other one, I even started working on save the dates to send out. However, I got into a huge blowout this past week bc of the stress from the wedding planning process. Basically I am not employed , Im a SAHM, but I have enough in savings that I am able to pay half on everything. Keep in mind Im looking at costs being aboiut 12,000 or less so not a huge budget blowout.
So basically I tried to open up about venues, and them being booked and we need to start putting a deposit down, and his reply was " you need to be employed" Thats it- straight up didnt even try to hear anything else. Well it caused a huge rift between us , and I feel like Im basically being pulled in two different directions, that theres hope this wedding might happen on this date, but might not. I feel more emotional ties to this than my fiance and I just wish I wouldve been told straight up it wont happen this year. Hes the type thats well if it happens it happens. As a woman, I'm able to take care of my own and dont ask for help. I also have been engaged for 1 year and a half already. I feel this wedding process is something I enjoy it makes me happy, but it's causing stress and arguing between us and really shows the lack of alignment between us. Ladies I need input , help please. Am I wrong, am I too emotional? Thoughts.... feeling bummed out