So one of my posts was about the stress I dealing with my religious mom. Well, me and my fiancé decided the best would be to just have a private little courthouse wedding for now and then next year when we are done with school and have the actual wedding we want. Well, I’m getting married this Friday. And let’s just say I not in a good happy spot... my whole
side of the family is yelling at me calling me a sinner and I will go to hell and all those stuff. In our family it’s a huge sin marrying outside of church (it’s a ticket straight to hell) and marrying someone of not the same religion. My fiancé isn’t catholic but I lied to keep
Peace. Like, I haven’t been this depressed and anxious since my dad passed away. I really don’t know how to pick myself up and be happy with the decision. I’m doing it for supposedly less stress, legal stuff, love, and peace and happiness. But idk