And On Top of It All

Today, we had to put down my loving dog of 13 years. We had already been having a rough time with dealing with postponing the wedding, but then our dog had a drastic personality shift and was clearly in a large amount of pain. So we debated on it, but leaving her in that much pain just wasn't worth it for her sake.



It sucks so much. I loved my little sidekick, and seeing her in pain was destroying both of us. So on top of the chaos of corvid-19, we had to find a vet that would let us go inside and sit with her. This was not how I saw my march playing out. Now we had to let go of the creature that was going to be part of our wedding...and do it in such a dramatic and heart wrenching fashion.
All of that to say, I wish covid-19 was real so i could throw down. This has been a very traumatic month, and I'm kind of ready for April. At least we can start healing now.