This will be long but an update for those of y’all who’ve been following me. It’s been a while since I’ve been on here, I’m my own wedding planner & ’ve also been homeschooling my 7 y.o daughter, did an out of state move (from OH to MD) & of course dealing with medical issues!
This is more of a vent session just to get some stuff off my mind. My wedding is 3 days away (Sunday Oct 02) we’ve had so many things happen back to back. From having to switch my MUA because 3 of them flaked on me I’m finally on my 4th & FINAL! Needing to switch my hairstylist I’m on my second one, our caterer bailed on us we finally got one secured 2 weeks before. Also a lot of wedding party drama, bridesmaid & groomsman dripping out, letting us know days before the wedding they can no longer do it. Then on top of that our friends & family stuck in the areas affected by the hurricane. Us having to cancel our honeymoon because it was gonna be in FL. Our guest list dropping like 30-40 guests after RSVPing. Even with all that going on my mind can’t even focus on everything happening.. because of my medical condition I started experiencing new symptoms. I was just in the hospital a couple days ago. Found out I was having seizures & I wasn’t sure what was going on at the time but my neurologist confirmed it today. The plan going forward is to get a doctor specialist in my condition & just work on managing it. They told me things will get much better after the wedding I’m just having flare ups because of all the stress.
I’ve been going to Physical Therapy working on my strength & the goal is to walk down the aisle without my walker. I’ve been doing pretty good so hoping the day of I can do it. Trying to just stay calm, minimize my stress & think about the big day that’s about to happen & how excited I am! I’m ready to be married & just focus on my health & my family. Can’t wait to relax somewhere & just rest!! Okay rant over lol hope everyone is doing well 🤍🤍