I apologize if this post is all over the place. Im stressed to the max. My wedding is in about 6 months. I havent had time to do any planning due to not 1 but 2 parents in and out hospital. Its to the point that i had to move in and be caregiver. I have no motivation. I feel like I am at rock bottom. How can i plan a happy day when nothing around me is happy? I have about 5k invested in wedding so far, deposit towards venue, photographer and dj I would lose if I cancel. Im just overwhelmed. I just need some encouragement. With rate this is going, i don't think my dad will make it to my wedding. Just a thought, to try to at least save the money I have already invested, is to get married soon so my dad can be there, via court house or however and still have reception on scheduled booked date. That way i wouldn't lose money i have already put down. I cant sleep tonight and mind is every where. I know a wedding is for the ceremony but at this point, i need to move the actual ceremony up i think. Im so sad.