31 days left and

I'm sick of it all.
I'm wishing we never started this while wedding thing and continued our lives as it was.
We have been together 13 yrs
Living together for 11
Many considered married already, should have left it as that

Never thought planning a wedding can be dis stressful
Never thought trying to DIY everything for the sake of saving money would be torture. I rather just pay for everything at this point.
Never thought my fiance best men would be the ones causing drama and acting like catty women
Never wanted a bridal party but here I am with 2 maids of honor and 2 bridesmaid wishing I should have stuck to none.
And as a teacher I would not recommend planning a wedding for the summer because planning a wedding and balancing report cards and all of tje end of year madness creates insanity!

Still havent had my dress altered bc of a problem with David's bridal and my wedding is July 3rd!

I'm so over it all
I am not the one bit excited.

Everyone told me not to do the wedding bc "we're pretty much married" and I wanted tje whole wedding experience but now here I am for wishing I hadn't


If you read through this all thank you for allowing and listening to my rant
Am I the only one our here like this?
Ugh 😔