We decided to cancel our wedding - some moments I feel super confident and other moments I feel heartbroken. But, we didn't want the anxiety of uncertainty weighing on us anymore. And we also didn't want guests from out of the country and state to be uncomfortable/not able to enjoy it fully. We don't want COVID to stop us from beginning our lives as a married couple (which is why we cancelled and postponed to an also-uncertain future). So, parents and siblings will enjoy a courthouse wedding and BOMB photoshoot in May. We are eager to move up the date but I was soooo looking forward to a big day. Celebration can/will happen eventually. But man, it's frustrating.
We know that one day we'll look back and have a crazy story to tell. We know our family and friends' lives will not intentionally be put in an unsafe situation. So, mixed emotions galore.
