Activity for Ashlea

FH is everything I'm not. I'm talking polar opposites. We were brought up in completely different ways and have completely different ideas about what our wedding should be. I'm shy and only know about 16 people total (friends and family on my side)...

My right and left brains are totally at war right now. Logically I know that I'm not the worst looking girl in the world. And even though I'm the heaviest I have ever been, I am far from the F word. But for some reason I still have severe self esteem...

My fiance has been wanting to move back to Middle-of-Nowhere, Idaho to be closer to his family for about 3 years and I have always told him that I want to be married before we made that move (we're in Seattle). I finally gave in a couple of months...