ALICIA

JASON AND I MET WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD. I AM NOW 25. WE USED TO CHASE EACH OTHER AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND ALWAYS HAD A CRUSH ON ONE ANOTHER. IN HIGH SCHOOL WE DATED, BUT WENT TO DIFFERENT SCHOOLS. WE WENT TO HOMECOMINGS TOGETHER. AND ALWAYS HAD A BLAST TOGETHER. IN 2003 FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER WE DIDNT WORK OUT, YOUNG AND DUMB I GUESS. WE DIDNT TALK FOR A COUPLE YEARS, THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN ONE DAY I GOT A MESSAGE ON MY MYSPACE FROM A GIRL I DIDNT KNOW... FOUND OUT IT WAS JASONS WIFE!!!!! AND SHE WANTED TO MEET ME CAUSE HE ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT ME! AKWARD!!! WE ALL MET UP AND HUNG OUT A FEW TIMES. BY THIS TIME WE BOTH HAD OUR OWN LIVES AND KIDS. I HAD 2 AND HE HAD 2 ALSO... ABOUT 6 MONTHS LATER THINGS JUST STARTED TO GET WIERD CAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS HAD FEELINGS FOR JASON, AND HE FELT THE SAME FOR ME, SO WE DECIDED FOR THE SAKES OF OUR FAMILIES WE WOULD STOP TALKING! VERY SAD, BUT THOUGHT THAT WAS THE BEST IDEA! I HAD ANOTHER BABY IN DEC 2010. MAKES ME UP TO 3 AND A SINGLE MOTHER. BUT I WAS OKAY WITH MY SITUATION. IN JULY 2011 I FOUND OUT THAT JASONS DAD HAD PASSED AWAY! I WANTED TO GET AHOLD OF HIM TO LET HIM KNOW HOW SORRY I WAS, AND THE ONLY WAY I KNEW HOW TO WAS TO GET AHOLD OF HIS WIFE. SHE MESSAGES ME BACK AND TELLS ME THE NUMBER TO GET AHOLD OF HIM AND ALSO TOLD ME THEY HAVE BEEN DIVORCED FOR OVER A YEAR AT THAT TIME. AND SHE MOVED ON WITH HER LIFE. *IN MY MIND I WAS THANKING GOD!*  I GOT AHOLD OF JASON THAT SAME DAY, AND HAVE BEEN BY HIS SIDE SINCE THEN! HE IS MY WORLD, MY LIFE, MY OTHER HALF, AND I CANNOT WAIT TO BECOME HIS WIFE! AUG 2011 JASONS EX WIFE DECIDED ONE DAY SHE DIDNT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THEIR TWO BOYS, SO SHE TOOK THEM TO JASONS HOUSE AND HASNT BEEN BACK. THIS LEFT JASON IN A CRAZY SITUATION. I TOLD HIM I WOULD STAND BY HIM NO MATTER WHAT. SO I PRETTY MUCH MOVED IN WITH HIM TO HELP HIM TAKE CARE OF THE BOYS! *OUR RELATIONSHIP MOVED ON VERY FAST* I BECAME A MOM OF 3 TO 5 OVERNIGHT! I WOULDNT CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE! BUT JASON LIVED IN A 2 BEDROOM APT. OBVIOUSLY NOT ENOUGH ROOM FOR 2 ADULTS AND 5 KIDS... SO WE JUST MOVED INTO A 4 BEDROOM HOUSE AND IT IS WONDERFUL!!!!!   WE GOT ENGAGED VERY EARLY IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, BUT LIFE ALSO MOVED VERY FAST FOR US WITH HIS BOYS BEING DROPPED OFF... ALSO MY YOUNGEST IS A 10 MONTH OLD, AND SHE SEES JASON AS BEING HER DAD, CAUSE HE HAS BEEN THE ONLY MAN IN HER LIFE! DUE TO OUR FRESH RELATIONSHIP AND FINANCIAL FUNDS, WE ARE WAITING A WHILE TO GET MARRIED, JASON AND I WANT THE WEDDING OF OUR DREAMS, AND WITH THAT COMES MONEY AND PLANNING, SO WE ARE GETTING MARRIED JUNE 8, 2013