Hi, everyone. It's been a while since I've been on here. I think I tried avoiding revisiting WeddingWire after my wedding as it provoked anxiety and memories of stress-filled wedding planning.
I'm a slightly self-proclaimed perfectionist in certain areas of my life and I always had envisioned my wedding being my version of "perfect".
My wedding took place in Greece, where half our guests already lived in Greece and the other half were traveling from the States. That factor, in itself, caused me to worry endless about logistics and making sure my guests were accommodated properly.
Anyhow, looking back at pictures and getting myself to watch our video causes a surge of panic. I start to sweat and dissect every detail, and my mind travels back to the same stress I experienced throughout my planning process.
Has anyone felt this way? I can't get over this post-anxiety even though my wedding was nearly 6 months ago. How do I get over this? I feel like crying most of the time and I don't understand why I am like this. Any advice is appreciated.