I’m a newlywed, recently married 6 months ago.
I’ve been dealing with unsettling emotions that started at my honeymoon, lasted a couple weeks, went away for months, and came back randomly 4-5 days ago. I don’t know how to explain it. The emotions that go through my head are 1. “wow I’m going to be with this person forever”. 2. My life is going so perfect, am I bored? 3. Was just the excitement of getting married blocking some deeper subconscious feelings? 4. My partner gained weight after getting married, is that turning me off? 5. We live in a tiny condo and he works from home and I only work 3 days a week, are we too together?
I think I’m depressed or
I think the problem is this.
After getting married, these emotions started. We are currently home shopping, and a home that we loved and made an offer on got rejected. So there was yet another exciting event in my life that ended. Boom, these emotions came back.
A couple days ago, before these emotions started up again, I was on cloud 9. I LOVE being married. I could not imagine someone else as my husband. However I don’t know what this is? These thoughts flood my brain to a point I slept all day yesterday just to avoid it. So maybe I am depressed?
As you can see I’m very confused. Please share your thoughts?