Feeling Down

With everything with the virus, I have been working on making our wedding album since I have a bunch of free time. We are buying an album for our one year anniversary. Every time I look at some of the photos there are things I wish I could change. A huge thing is that family on my grandfather's side wasn't in my life until recently. My grandfather disordered his family, but my mom reached out to them and we had started developing a relationship with them. I feel awful that they couldn't be part of my wedding day. I also hate that there are other things I wish I could change like I don't like how the bridesmaids dresses look in photos. They were bright red, but look for orange in the photos. I don't know how to deal with these feelings. Any advice?