Emotional burnout post wedding?

We were married 6/21/19 and it was such a beautiful day. However getting it done in the months, days and hours before were absolutely exhausting and the day before and day of my wedding were some of the most stressful of my life (and that is an impressive thing lol.)
I didn’t want the big wedding but fh did and so I did all the work and planning and dealt with all the crap to make this happen for him. We lost the wedding planner and caterer with less than a month before the wedding. You can imagine how bad that sucked.
Our friends and family worked SOOOO hard to make the wedding happen, from decor to food. But, everyone had to come to me for everything since my planner had all the notes before she canceled. It was so incredibly stressful.
the two things that were important to me were the ceremony and the first dance. And those were the last things to be taken care of.
We did take a couple lessons but there wasn’t time to really get a routine down. I had panic attacks all day on our wedding but especially before the dance because I don’t dance.
and the ceremony...you guys. I never could get him to work on it with me due to time. He made time for a two day bachelor party and other things. But we literally almost winged it completely on our wedding day.
I find myself very emotionally burnt out after all of this. Fh worked and is still working two jobs to pay for the wedding. I work full time as an rn and also take care of the home, the kids and animals.
I find myself emotionally apathetic and angry. I’m still exhausted and trying to rest but had to go straight back to work.
But I find myself resentful and slightly bitter toward fh. He got the wedding he dreamed of. I got enough stress I literally felt like I was having a heart attack. And the things that were the most important to me he couldnt make time to do.

Maybe im just being over sensitive and burnt out. Lord knows he was busy working hard to make this happen. But this was his dream. I made my disdain clear to him as things kept falling apart because I had to take care of the crap as it fell.
he was just exhausted but blissful that we were getting married.
any insight out there? I don’t like starting our marriage feeling this way. I desperately need a break. From everything. No honeymoon until at least January. No break from children except work. Fh working both jobs most of the week, so not seeing him and the one time I saw him was 230 am and he upset me really badly.
Sorry for the rant. Need to get this off of my chest and figure out how to move on. I become more resentful as the days wear on. Outwardly I say all the right things, but inside it’s eating me up.